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Saturday, February 11, 2006

:: long long time sia... ::

IM BACK! WITH A LIFE!

heh... damn long time no blog. was tryin to cope with life actually... but im picking things up now. im back to my happy jolly self again. back to the sue lynn that everyone knows me to be... :D

actually i realised im full of shit le... i havent eaten anythin since... gosh! 24 hrs ago... at parkway with irv, nic n yeo... reali nvr eat anythin... yesterday nvr eat dinner... woke up today havent eaten breakfast nor lunch... and not only am i not hungry, i shit so much la. no input so much output... haha!

i did alot of things in the past how many days i nvr blog... watched many movies... *grins* watched xiao hai bu ben 2 quite many darn days ago... super nice la... i cried... partly cuz of my family probs and how it seems so related... i could reali connect with the show... heh! so dumb right? but oh well...

den on wed i met up with my TKG buddies... simin, amy, lily and myself... went to swensens... and we BITCHED alot... bitched about... haha! im not gonna say who... but im quite sure everybody knows. damn farnee... these are the frens that will stand by me come what may... we spoke about everything and anything... rships, school, work, crap... took lots of fotos... shall put them up later. haha! we're gonna meet up soon to chiong k and have fun again. my dear buddies indeed... miss them so much. bitching with them and talkin to them reali helped me to move on... i reali appreciate them alot... thank God we met... haha! reali... bitching about that particular someone is so damn fun... haha! im such a bitch manz... kill me... :P haha! *cool man. so lame. whatever!*

mum left to HK for treatment... felt like i had to grow up and handle the family esp since my dad... haiz... u guys know... at least my close frens wld... cldnt cope with it initially... den yah... drank alot... din go home till like 3 am almost every day... haiz... but thank God for you there for me... else i wldnt have been able to do it... i think im a stronger person now...

using my sister's sumsung fone now... finally... my E330C!!!!!! haha! yay! super happy la... hmmm... only thing is... its so easy to take fotos that Mr Irvin Wan keeps snapping pictures of himself, his ear, his hair, his nostril... etc etc...

oh and i went back for musicfest auditions... actually to support my darling choir juniors... well done u all... did the choir proud... ownage to us manz... woo hoo!

talkin about singing... later im going for G2 choir prac... and gonna sing with them for mass... abit scared and all... cuz like im new... but the guy in charge keeps tryin to pull me in...

oh gosh... results... haha! let's skip that topic...

but reali... thanks to all those arnd me who've pulled me out of my darkest days... i reali appreciate u all... it wasnt the words of comfort that helped... it was the honest opinions and tellin me off, wakin me up, snapping me out of my crappy mentality... yeps... now im coping better... im not all fine... but im fine... :D haha... sheesh... im reali full of shit...

oh manz... went to play DOTA last night... first time playing it... but farnee la... quite cute... got the hang of it... but not enjoying it yet... haha! i prefer NEO BOMBERMAN!!!! haha! i alwiz go back school just to play it... until jon gan can burn the CD for me... heh! den i can play at home... play with jie and marcus damn cock one la... they keep killing me instead of killing the enemy we're against... keep stealin my power ups... play with jamie is the best... heh! Jon Gan... if ure reading this... im suffering from Bombermancititis... i need to play it... heh... pls faster help me burn... i tried downloading... but cannot find... sianz...

oh yah! went choir room shopping with jamie, adrian and rayner that day... all the way down to IKEA la... haha! but we pigged out there for lunch... ate so much la... bought new sofa, new dustbin with lid, new shoe rack thingy... so fun la... haha!

alot of things la... work especially has been fun... thaddeus day is my fav day... although it was damn tiring cuz sheena din come to work... but it was damn fun... thaddeus kept talkin to me about soccer... he's reali a very adorable boy... i keep taking fotos with him on my fone and taking videos together... he super duper cute. one day ill take fotos with all of them and put up here... so adorable la... :)

driving!!!! im driving arnd spore like a mad person... haha! nowadays my instructor picks me up and i straight away take over the car and i hand over the car only after 1 half hrs... so fun manz! keep driving... go Airport there and chiong the straight road at gear4 gear5... woo hoo! haha! den ya lorz... did my u-turns, worked on my stopping at filter lanes and zebra crossings, my half clutch at traffic lights... all pretty fine. i think im learning fast... 5th lesson till now ive been driving independently...

gosh! gotta study for advance theory... coming up 20 smth of this month. after that can book my driving test oredi... so damn exciting manz... but i wanna drive a manual car... its so much more fun. but sometimes not used to it leg can cramp one... haha! esp in spore... every 50 metres one traffic light. sianation... but ive been to almost all the places in the east. pasir ris, tampines, simei, bedok, marine parade... wow! haha... so crappy. next time u see a white car with a L plate... look inside and maybe ull see me... :D heh!

hmmm... ok la... ill go and help samuel with work... this morning just got drama with, me, mum, sis and Brian... over the fone... tell u ah... the rate im picking up calls from Hong Kong... my bill is gonna BOOM manz... but oh well...

and i need to restring my guitar... can someone help me???

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