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Saturday, January 21, 2006

:: sucks... ::

RAH! my mum's crying like mad again... she's complaining her back hurts like hell. haiz... sometimes i reali dun understand... i know she's in alot of pain... but what can we all do??? sucks la... den she sit down there and keep howling and howling... who can help her??? haiz... i reali dunno la... and plus my dad's not home... life sucks...

i reali think i shld be nicer to my parents from now onwards... i dowan to end up like my sister... she reali has no respect for my parents anymore. i realised that my dad reali work very very hard just to provide for us and make us happy. he suffers himself just to save money to give us... i reali reali feel sad for my dad... my sister just told him that day that she'll explain things to him beause he's providing her with the money... other than that she sees no reason why she shld... i mean... forget it... home is in a mess... i dowan to be here... but it seems like i have to... i dunno wad to do... i reali dont... wad responsibility shld i take up at home? wad??? can someone help me? i reali dunno wats happening to my home...

life sucks... reali...

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12:09 PM
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