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Thursday, January 19, 2006

:: life sucks ::

fuck manz. i cant wait to get out of the house... i seriously cant wait to. my parents are screaming at each other... they've been screaming at each other since i dunno when. so damn dumb la. bloody hell. den both so bad mood... early mornin tear my door down n ask me to justify who's right or wrong. fuck la... den both bad mood start shoutin at me for no apparent reason. how am i supposed to noe that im supposed to cook lunch today? nobody told me... just cuz ure in no mood to go and buy u scream at me for not cookin? dats bloody ridiculous manz. argh.... i reali dun understand this... i wish my mother wld just cure NOW.... but it seems like its never gonna happen... sucks la... so damn fucked up la....

haiz... i reali dun understand the life im leading now. actually i lead no life. its fine... no colleagues at work... nothin to do besides work... come home get shit from parents... if its not me versus them agrument, its they versus themselves argument and i will STILL get dragged into the middle of it... so fucked up. i cant wait to leave home for my driving lesson later...

oh yea... the only good things in life now is driving and work... reali... other than that, my life hasnt got any meaning... so irritated la. argh... i cant believe this.

had my first driving lesson on tue... din haf time to blog about it... but it was reali fun. my driving instruc juz kept going... "can u pls dont daytona?" haha! he kept sayin i very daring... very "oo kak" as he says it. haha! yeps... did alot more than im supposed to for first lesson... drove for like 45 mins arnd the expo area... so damn exciting la. haha! later got lesson again... yay! i seek pleasure in simple things...

oh yea work... haha! yesterday was Gordon, Shaun, Eugene and Darren day... the cuties and mischeivous monkeys of the Wednesday class.... adorable to the max. they reali very notti... but that's wad adds fun to the teachin... they reali cant stop talkin... and they cant stop exchanging some dunno wad... cards la. haha! those u noe... game cards? haha! i taught the whole class in compre yesterday... the p5 class... yea... manz... i reali love teaching! haha! its so.... inspiring... :D haha! i reali enjoy it... i was observing the 4 musketeers' hair structure while standing behind them to teach them their work... den i realise all 4 got 2 'gen' thing... u noe... haha! like me! haha! den i told them about it... and that they are notti boys cuz of it... haha! so amusing they all... and of cuz darling Gordon was upset over his 14/20 compre i marked... kept arguing for marks from me... haha! high achiever GEPer... :D

today after driving ill hafta go down to school to pick samantha up... she's coming to work with me... replacing shee quek... yea. while waiting for her ill oreder victorian shirts....

haiz... im reali depressed... i reali love you...

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