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Sunday, October 23, 2005

:: i feel sad... ::

well... just now a family fren came over to my house... at least just the dad of the family... i mean... they are my god-family in a sense... cuz 3 of the kids are my god-siblings... and the other 2 also call my parent godpa and godma... so actually... they're just my god-family... yah... they're other wise better known as the HEAVEN family to me...

i mean... i never knew loansharks actually really exist arnd... i never knew that there wld be that splashing of red paint outside yr house... or at the lift landing... or have yr name and all written on the walls outside yr house... i thought all these were just in movies...

i mean... the oldest of the kids is like primary 6, 12 yrs old. the rest are like 11, 10, and under that... haiz. i almost cried when i spoke to them on the fone just now. i reali pity them. i kinda miss them too... its been a long time since i met them or even played with them. apparently the kids were very frightened when they left for school one morning only to see red paint and words of their dad splashed everywhere...

haiz... why is the world such a harsh place? one mistake and its so hard to pick yrself up again? why must nice pple suffer injustice? why must there be hatred and these kinda turmoil in the world. i reali sympathise with them...

im feelin sad... im very disturbed by all that i heard...

i never knew that the real world has these kinda loanshark things still... sigh.

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10:14 PM
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