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Sunday, October 23, 2005

:: boring sunday... ::

heh... got my new 2006 diary from my sister... haha! its pretty cute... looks like a cheese... and it actually does say cheese on the front cover... pretty ironical huh? me and a cheese diary...

yeah... got a new bag and a new pencil box too... u noe that reali inspires me to study... it reali works one... haha! yeah... ive decided to go reali full steam these 2 weeks... gosh... 2 weeks... got a lot of nagging from pple arnd me... haiz... i noe they're concerned... but i dunno la... dun like to be nagged at... i mean... gentle reminders are fine la... but not the nag and get angry kind... just makes me... eek! yeah... oh well... at least these pple care...

hmmm... im terribly not feelin well... actually its just my nose and my throat... which is bad enough. haha! my nose stuck until i drink water also cannot breathe... i can totally feel the pressure build up under my eyes and to the hard pelette there... gosh... uncomf like hell. had to use rayner's vicks inhaler thingy... still uncomf... sianz... then my throat... alot of phelgm and damn pain... got ulcer on my gum... yuck yuck manz... hate feelin this way... and this kinda thing see doctor also no use... eat medicine also no use... argh...

i miss singing in VJ choir... i just miss singing with my frens... dats why i cant wait for caroling and for the concert... haha! yeps yeps... was talkin to darren yesterday about farewell... and how sad it will be... haiz... reali damn reluctant to leave VJ... esp VJChoir... i noe alot of things will change. things will change to a horrible state. i wish i were like the guys and have army to look forward to. haiz... my life is gonna be stagnant and sad. nvm... ive decided to learn up my driving... and do relief teaching. well... i dunno. haiz... so scary... ill miss my buddies so much... buddies inclusive of my juniors... next yr when i leave and i jio u guys go out must go out with me ok??? argh... so sad...

i damn blur manz... yesterday suppose to have math tuition at 130pm. but i totally forgot about it. so i made up by doin lotsa math on my own. haha! anyway ive got new econs tuition... with pris and jeroh also... heard the tutor is quite... haha! nvm... shall wait till i meet him myself... talkin about that im supposed to go print my essay outlines...

oh yah... to my fellow 54-ians... if u guys do happen to read this... although i strongly doubt, pls rmbr to pay me $11.50 for the fac shirt tomolo ok??? haha! thanks...

kk... i think ill go pig sleep awhile den wake up and study again... haha! see how... i intend to finish all my econs notes today... jia you sue lynn...

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