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Tuesday, October 04, 2005

:: headache... fever... eeks! ::

hell manz... i have like a fever and a headache... and a neckache... and all... sucks. im supposed to be studyin... but i reali cant take it... its like... my head is spinning and i feel horrible. drink more water right? but i damn lazy to go downstairs and take... i shld get used to the habit of bringing a water bottle into the room... argh...

i think i have a stamina problem manz... i cant study long one. its like today in choir room i was alone... haha! and i was studyin... after that i fell asleep on the table... den i went to the sofa to sleep cuz i was drooling over all my notes... when i woke up i felt feverish... den i went home lorz. yeah... took a cab home... went to see doctor... ate a panadol and slept somemore... dinner was yucky cuz i had no appetite... yeah... gross... so im hungry but no appetite... weird feelin but anyhow... :P

got 52 for my physical geog paper... dunno if that's gd or that's bad... but still my human paper sure pull it down like mad one... sucks manz... so yeps... i decided im not gonna drop... but im not gonna put so much focus on lit... more focus on geog, econs and math. yeps... sianz... cuz i think my parents will flip when they hear i wanna drop manz... but nvm. im reali thankful to mr pang for offering to help me manz... seriously... i nvr reali dared to ask him although i knew my human was in a mess... but oh well... all's gd there now... he's willing to help me... haha!

yay! tomolo i gonna watch QUIDAM!!! tomolo night... yeah... im rather excited... haha!

i dun understand why everyone arnd me has to put down FASS... or Geog as a major for that matter... i mean... they alwiz say that FASS is a dumping grnd... and that u noe... since yr aim is FASS u dun need study so hard la.. its reali infuriating! ARGH! nvm... wats new... putting down of the Arts simply because they dun appreciate it... ridiculous pple... i mean... i like geog... i wanna be a tchr... my dad thinks i havent snapped out of the child fantasy of wanting to be a tchr. yah. says i havent "careerly-matured"... whatever manz... i mean... its my passion, my dream... what's wrong? cant just support me? fine... tchrs dun exactly garner the best pay... but at least their income's stable... with civil servants' benefits... and the most important thing above all... the passion to wanna help others and impart knowledge of what u love to others... in my case i wanna teach them geog... cuz i think its such a beautiful subject...

oh my goodness! did u guys see the 2 very nice rainbows in the sky this morning? wow! it was damn pretty manz... reali damn nice... i like seeing rainbows... i hope it rains more often when the sun is rising... haha!

okie... i shall attempt to study now... haha! complete my wages notes... and maybe... i dunno... i see how first... haha! *yawnz*

my poor head... :(

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