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Monday, October 31, 2005

:: horrible day ::

yet another down and gloomy day.
i have been stress' prey.
numerical methods and N.I.A,
they just never seem to stay.

a horrible day indeed.
academic, emotional, every single shit.
i just want to cry myself to sleep,
and hope nobody will ever peep.

i never do anythin right.
everything i do, just starts up a fight.
will anybody ever understand my plight?
it seems im left alone to fight.

the light at the end has a dimming glow,
i just cant help but let my tears flow.
im can try to overlook this woe
but yet im sure there will just be another row.

i will never be good enough for you.
the problem is stuck here like glue.
it doesnt matter how much i do,
i seem to alwiz make you blue.

its been a reali horrible day,
i wish i could just slip away.
into a world where i can just play -
no more studies, where doin good actually pays.

i just feel like goin to sleep forever.
anyway, who wld reali bother?

in pain, dying to just disappear.
someone pls take away all my fear.

following Plath's quill,
i wish i can take a pill -

- to kill this horrible pain inside.
and remove me from this endless plight.

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9:31 PM
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