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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

:: damn it ::

manz. i actually was gonna publish my previous post oredi... den i dunno for wad reason my whole house blacked out... piang eh. haha! oh well, nvm...

been sick the whole day. lying in bed with a fluctuating fever. yea. haiz... din do anythin the whole day... tried to sleep it away. now im feelin much betta. din eat at all too... haha! amazing. just printed out my geog syllabus. that's the only reason why im online. feel damn guilty for being sick and thus not doin any work. so i gotta go full force today. hopefully i can take it... cuz my head in itself is spinning. yeah... gonna work on my hydro notes. yeah...

well, geog... i reali dunno wad to study for my 2 main core. think ill do like... hydro for physical. but i dunno whether to do hydro or plate tect lehz. yeah... then human i think ill do like... population. economic and urban abit on the tough and alot side. haha! yeah... oh well, then there are the two compulsory optional topics... haha! sounds so weird... compulsory optional... well actually cuz they're optional topics in the a-level syllabus, but because Vj only teaches one optional topic so we hafta choose that. haha! i dun even see why im explaining manz. hahah... that's arid landscape for physical... which is deserts in layman's terms... and tourism for human. haiyo... and the notes that i happen to have for tourism... seems a little too little for a full essay. haha! nvm... ill work on that... soon... when i find the time to.

literature? haha! well, i totally am clueless about the whole of decline&fall and measure for measure manz... reali. totally clueless. and i cant rmbr nuts about chaucer's merchant's tale oredi. like i flipped through the book and its like... i lost touch with the middle english lingo oredi. yikes! sucks! i have lotsa work to do for lit... like collate important notes and pick out impt quotes. ill work on that... soon... when i can find the time... haha!

econs... well, ive been spending hell a lot of time on that manz. yea... picking up my yr one work... haha! i still have my yr 2 work to go through and i dun think i have enough time. im dead... argh! yea... there's just so much to know and memorise for an essay. i wish i were like adrian manz... write 2 sided essay and score like how high? manz... haha! but reali.... u think its possible to spot for econs? essay especially? haiz...

math... dat one die oredi lahz... think everybody in the same boat as me. do TYS oredi wanna die... dun say do VJ and other school prelim papers... argh... sucks manz. and i still have NO clue at all about what numerical methods and the last part of stats... what's that called? see... im so dead... i dun even noe wad its called... shit. was izzit ah? the one after estimation and sampling one? haiz... shit shit shit... nvm... ill work on that... soon... when i can find the time...

so u see, ive got lotzzz to "work on" "when i can find the time" huh? yeah... so basically in summary... im dead. yeah... dead duck... that's what i am.

im sick... physically sick, emotionally sick and sick of life... what exactly am i living for? can somebody tell me?

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8:39 PM
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