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Friday, August 26, 2005

:: long time no blog manz... ::

wah. ive been so tired the past like how many days until i cant even come online... hotmail inbox also overflowing... last blog post was god noes when... hmmmm... i used to be able to like sleep at like 4 and wake up at 630 and run the day like a mad gal... nowadays... i sleep at like 10 or 11 and wake up at 630... go to school and sleep another 2 hrs at least. gosh! bad bad case. haha! oh well... tonight im gonna try and ton up... to study... hopefully it works... haha!

oh well... GP prelims this monday. basic driving test this wed... and i havent got the bloody book to study manz. can u believe it? and then woah... prelims galore coming. haha! im gonna die. im so gonna die... thank God ive got this buncha juniors who are so inspiring little muggers. they're the ones organising study outings or like keep askin to study in choir room... manz... im so gonna miss my darling juniors... i reali will... i do wonder if our seniors actually missed us. i totally doubt... but i reali reali will miss my juniors... so many personal experiences with them... so many laughs... gossip sessions... *sobz* cant wait to sing with them again... dats why i cant wait for caroling... heh!

yeps... life has been reali trying... i dun think anybody reali understands wad im going thru... emotional torture... pressure from parents... family problems... studies overload... time rushing reali too fast ahead of me... i reali feel like giving up. manz... i need strength... can someone provide me with it pls???

to all my fellow buds out there... we're all in this together... many a times we feel the choir room charged up with so much tension when we're discussing math... or feelin extremely stressed... but u noe wad? no man is an island... we'll definitely be able to do this... jia you ok?

and to my dear dear juniors... do as marcus does and slack manz... just have fun with your yr one life... once u enter yr two... nothin said... just take a look at us... haha! buncha stressful shits... haha! to the extent we do stupid things with hammers and 20cent coins, water and condoms, experimenting diff brands of sanitary pads... haha!

yeps... i realise i very super luo suo... haha! kk... cyaz arnd... study hard... and chill manz!

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