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Sunday, July 10, 2005

:: bloody hell ::

"my life doesnt revolve around you only"

i slacked my day off.
well fine... be that way lorz. so sweet. yeah... last time i can understand. when things were
was making agar agar the whole day afternoon.
difficult. well i know u were nvr proud of me anyway... so why m i so shocked hor?
i din have my afternoon nap.
slam down the fone on me... smartly lahz... go ahead... i dun give a damn. i wont even msg or call
so im groggy and tired now.
u then lahz... since u said i wld definitely msg u whatever... den i dun msg lorz... as simple as
very very tired...
that. im fucking pissed. yes i am. fucking fucking fuckin pissed.
tired of life too...
simply... i dun feel loved... i feel like all ure doin is hidin the fact that im attached to you. nvm... i
life sucks! life sucks alot...
can help you do that. very simple. ill stop msgin u unless u msg me. wont ask u out unless u ask
and im damn pissed too....
me lorz. u asked for it to be that way.
i hate the way my life is going....
last time yr blog used to have mini mentions about me... so why the sudden change. dun come
there is no more motivation in my life anymore...
and give me the excuse that u dowan to publicise how u feel towards me. haha! u dun even show
day in and day out do the same monotonous shits... study sleep eat study sleep eat...
it to me lahz... what's there to publicise manz?!?! ure just afraid yr darlin GRACE BITCH will
reali totally got NO MOTIVATION at all...
come across yr blog n u dowan to hurt her right? or izzit bao? dat u still feel the fuck alot for? i
haiz... i may seem like im grumbling...
cant decide... there're juz too many gals. at least im proud of you. u noe i wont have another guy.
but i reali hate my life right now...
u noe i wont cheat on u cuz pple KNOW that im with u. cuz i publicise it gently and mildly. u
u guys have no idea...
lehz? juz refuse to hurt yr past gals... i know it. since its liddat den let it be lorz... ever since the
haiz...
GRACE BITCH said that about me on her blog u suddenly took a turn and NEVER mentioned
no snapple facts today cuz im in a bad mood...
me on yr blog at all... u think i dun take note of things n when they happen? go think and dream
and itz amazing the reason why im in a bad mood...
about yr darling grace and bao's lahz! fuck! im so darn pissed. i can box even the cutest lookin
think its probably the down side of my life...
shit arnd now. i feel like boxing smth. fuck fuck fuck!
i will miss my JC life alot... wish i treasured it more...
i regret tagging yr blog totally. i regret like fuck! ill nvr nvr nvr ever tag yr blog again. and u dun
have more fun with my choir buddies...
even leave comments on my blog anymore. fuck lahz... i say one snuggle and u reply me with so
manz will i miss singing with my buddies and juniors...
many dots... wtf!!!!! any gf will get disgusted and hurt by that kinda reply lahz... ask anybody
i will miss going to the choir room and seeing the pple there playing asshole dai dee or bridge.
lahz. go ask yr grace bitch lahz. can still rmbr yr blog everywhere got the stupid fucking xiao G
i dunno what life has in store for me...
xiao G... then just now still tell me last time nvr show anybody... WTF!
the pple close to me are discouraging me from bein wad i reali want to...
when i asked u last time u told me... u i cannot publicise mahz... but grace last time everybody
they're stressing me out...
know mahz... she in my class lehz. so what the FUCK! what's wrong with me now? last time u
din want yr darlin bao to see me with you. think i dunno. when she sitting in the concourse you ask me walk another place. ure just excuses after excuses. im so fucking pissed! so damn fucking pissed!
i swear i will not msg u any more on my own initiative. i will nvr check out yr blog unless u ask me too. i will nvr tag it at all for that matter. i will talk NOTHING about you on my blog. i probably wont even blog anymore....
FUCK! that's how damn pissed i am. and u just slammed down the fone on me... u must think ure so cool...
if u have read this secret post kinda thing... lemme noe... cuz then it aint safe anymore... i just needed a revenue to blurt everythin out. yeah... im still darn pissed... but im feelin betta!

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10:55 PM
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