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Thursday, December 15, 2005

:: sianz... ::

bleagh... its night time now... actually im reali tired... after the whole day... just now went to play soccer and ball at the nearby small field... then after that left to go to Marion for shopping... din buy much stuff... yea. tiring la... apparently today is late night rural shopping... tomolo night is urban late night shoppin... haha! and tomolo's my sister's grad ceremony... haha! how exciting... actually i think its gonna be reali boring... all that sitting down for ages... listening to talk after talk... speech after speech. haha! yeps... den after that we're gonna take fotos... outdoor fotos in with my sister in her grad dress like thingy... haha! yeah... hopefully ill be able to go to Rundle Mall for shoppin tomolo night... cuz Rundle Mall is like urban shopping. haha!

hmmm... hopefully tomolo it doesnt rain... if not ah... cant take foto or go anywhere much. haiz... im reali bored... its super boring here... ill never move to this part of the world... its far too boring... all the shops are closed by 6? and like weekends they close too... goodness me. so i think on saturday we'll go to see kangaroos and feed them. yay! how exciting manz... haha!

ok la... im gonna like... play twister with my bro, sis and her bf now...

yes... twister... that's how boring adelaide is la...

and yes... im still very upset. its easy to say ill put everythin down... leave everythin aside... but not when uve gone thru this extreme amount of pain and torture...

i feel like im losing myself... i feel like im changin into a cold heartless unloving unfeeling girl...

hopefully this pain and hurt doesnt keep coming... or else... i will just be a cold heartless bitch...

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7:58 PM
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