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Sunday, March 27, 2005

:: im sorry - life reali sucks... ::

havent blogged in a long while... sheesh... and so many things have happened in the past 2 weeks? yupz... many bad things actually... i cant reali think of any good things at all...

reali. i wanna apologise to all those whom ive hurt in some way or another. u may say itz too late or wat notz... but reali... none of the things that happened were intentional. they all were misunderstood. define helpless? its wad im feelin now... when u noe that nth u reali did purposefully came out badly and now nth u can do will change the situation for a better. haiz... i dunno lahz... bad bad situation. what was intended to solve things for the better backfired and screwed everythin up.

and yes. ive not been feeling well. since i dunno when. screw my throat. i cant sing.

SYF is a month away?

oh and yah... ure not well too. doesnt life just rock?

i reali hate my life now... u haf no idea... nobody has any idea...

i am a fan of VJ choir... but am i a part of it?

hypocritical... that i may be sometimes... but to all those who think i reali am that way... i usually say how i feel... and if i dont... its because i dunno how to put it across... that's not very hypocritical is it?

gosh... life sucks... life reali sucks...

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4:55 PM
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