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Wednesday, September 08, 2004

:: penned down thoughts... ::

oh well. let's pen down those thoughts im having now. haha! will be in school later like as in after i wake up... haha! for math make up lessons. i doubt there will even be ten of us there. so far only five. Hui Min, Hui Hui, Wei Wei, Carol, Me and Aik Thong. okok. that's six! u cant blame me. im from ARTS fac. haha! yupz. its past 12 and yah... HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI MIN!!! yupz. suppose to go out lunch with them tomolo. yeah. dunno if i shld now. haha! yupz. even for math make up. i havent even done the tutorials she asked us to prepare - 9.2 and 9.3. oh sucks! anyway... after lunch shld i go home and try to study? or shld i go back to sch to study? cuz if i go home i will sleep the afternoon away... AGAIN! but if i go sch, i think the choir room will be occupied. and yeah. i only like studyin there. oh well.... haha! oh yupz. about the fone convo i had juz nw. i think u kinda left with a wrong impression. yeah. i guess i sent out the wrong impression. izzit juz me or did u sound a tinge disappointed or upset? hmmm... u sounded troubled. ultimately i was tryin my best to get my point across without making it sound negative. but i think i failed. oh well. i will try again some time. yeah. now im thinkin whether i shld go out with the cat class peeps this Sat evening. yeah. shld i or shld i not? either way ill be letting one side down. oh well... i hope u guys will be understanding... and forgive me which ever choice i make. argh!

so many thoughts goin thru my mind. confused ones especially. think i wont do work anymore. i will just put myself to bed and wake up tomolo for math make up. argh!

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11:57 AM
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